A Suicide Story

My fish commited suicide the other night. I don't think I can bear the shame of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He must have done it during the night while I was sleeping. When I got up the next morning, I couldn't find him. I search his tank, but to no avail. Then, to my horror and shock what should I see but his body!!!!! There he was, laying on the counter, flat and lifeless! His blackened body was dry and crispy. All hope was gone for the poor fellow. He was dead! As I carefully wrapped him up in a pure white paper towel, I held back the tears! How could he do such a thing!? I am crushed and full of sorrow! Jumping out of his tank to end his short life! How can I face anyone? My fish commited suicide! Was it something I said? Something I did? I am crushed, that's all there is to say!