Words of an aborted baby....

Would It Have Been That Much Trouble?

Would it have been that much trouble to keep me,
oh, to let me live my life?
Would it really have ruined your life to have had me,
did you have to end my life?

I promise I would have been good, I would have behaved,
I couldn't wait to see you.
Your hugs and kisses were the only things I craved,
But you had dreams to pursue.

I wasn't trying to mess up your life, I promise,
I just thought that you loved me.
I wasn't trying make you upset, I promise,
But, you just didn't want me.

Mommy, do you ever think of who I could have been,
oh, or what I might have done?
Do you even think about me at all, how it could have been,
if it all had been undone?

We could have played together, even laughed together,
we would have had lots of fun!
I'd have picked flowers for you, and we'd be together,
yes, we'd have had lots of fun.

Mommy, my dear mommy, Oh, I just want you to know,
I never stopped loving you
I forgive you for ending my life, don't you know,
Me and God, we still love you!

~Cara~